Monday, December 04, 2006
Amazing Love
The first time I experienced God was through a hug that's loaded with so much of love that all I wanted to do was remain in His sweet embrace. Even till this day, almost 7 years on, its effects are still rippling through me. And I'm glad.
Since the birth of M-Media, I have had many fears. What if we don't have enough members? What if Fr disapproves of our plans? What if things don't work out? What if...What if...What if...And although God has sent me many affirming signs of His blessings for this new ministry, I continue to worry about the unnecessary.
I hate Mondays. With the after-effects of the weekend setting in, and no TV shows to look forward to at night, the day couldn't have gotten any worse. Strangely, I found myself saying a short prayer on my way to work - Something which I've never done before because of the morning rush and annoyance of inconsiderate people in the train. Didn't think much of it after that but I vaguely remember asking Him to bless my day ahead and make it go by fast.
Turns out that I had a great day. I did my Christmas list, sent out the agenda for Sunday's meeting, received a call from SPH and got re-acquainted with an old friend. Well, I really don't know how to put it in words but by the time it was 5pm, I was feeling so euphoric, it was like somebody pumped morphine into my system.
I'm feeling at the top of the world now. I guess it is God's way of affirming me and reassuring me that He'll take care of me and M-Media. Yipee, can't wait...
In all I do, I honour You.
Posted by Jo at 10:52 PM
