Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Salted fish fried rice and a chocolate-coated strawberry
Its been more than a week since I left...But I can't help it - All the lovey-dovey, tear-jerking, old-fashioned feelings simply rip my heart. Indeed, saying goodbye is never easy, especially when there's so much to hold on to. I wished I could be more heartless. I wished I could be less nostalgic. Truth is, I can't help it. It's just me being sentimental me. I said goodbye, even to the chair I sat on for the last two years. I'm going to miss everything. Yes, even my boss. Indeed, closure can be so painful. But as the wise would say, when thy door slammeth in thee's face, thou will be another that openeths.As I close a chapter in my life, another opens...Hopefully soon.
4 interviews in 2 days. That's what I'm getting. Along with it comes a full stomach of fears. All the what-ifs, how-tos and should-Is...I fear rejection. I fear incompetence. Most of all, I fear that the pride in me will surface once again.
How do you choose between a plate of salted fish fried rice and a chocolate-coated strawberry? One offers you mileage, the other - satisfaction. How do you choose between a job and a dream? What would you
WANT to choose?
Pls pray for me.
Posted by Jo at 11:54 PM
